The kitchen in one of my model house.

This is by my son-in-law Aaron

This is a comedy page I wrote, in it he's being nice to a stranger. He said, Let me help you with the door.

This is my first published book. You can get it at www.maintstreetpublishing.com

Well I am not dating now and I always feel better when I am not dating, don't know why that is.
Maybe it's because I feel free to be me. I love who I am, it isn't because I try to be who they want me to be it's that, they seem to not like the person I am, while they are getting to know me. Seems I not what they thought I was, or they see the real me and don't like me, and I can tell right away, so I have to say good bye to them, because I am not going to change myself because they don't like who I am. I don't see anything wrong with the person I am. So I go on, to find that person who like the person I am.

Learn and live I hope

Ok, finally came to my senses and got rid of a (no job, no goals. no house of his own, no ride man) ok maybe I just wanted a (sweet cookie without the fats) meaning the man without nothing at all, just wanted a man, shouldn't just made it a one-night-thing, would have been better off. I had got upset that one day I was running around the house creating things to sell later, and he was just sitting there watching my TV, sitting on my sofa, in my house, where I paid rent. I knew then he have to go.
You would think that being a fifty-three-year-old I would know better, than picking a loser. I got to do better than this or leave the dating thing alone.

Life seemed really short lately, I was thinking this because, I wished I had more time with my brother Ceasar Larry, he has joined our mother, cousins, Uncles and friends. In the spirit world, where I hope to one day join too. Heaven that is. I miss him so much right now, and all the memory that I can remember is coming back to me, of when we spend time together. He was a protector, a friend and a brother to me. I miss his laugh, it was between a cough and a laugh. He wasn't afraid of most things and went out to get things he wanted, and he believe in himself. Everyone knows how smart he was, he could quote sentences of books he read. Sometimes his mind would wonder, I love the man he was. Ceasar as he renamed himself, was mostly a happy carefree man. You could even see it in his walk arms swinging from his body.  He was what a big brother should be, and I loved him for it. Well Ceasar Larry Adams miss you much, remember forever. Love your little sister.

                                                                 I AM


             I am a glowing Sun
                      Own my on Power
                               From GOD

             My spirit is Huge
                      It fills up all dark places
                              If you could see what I really looked like
                                 Your eyes couldn't contain the brightness

                                                     The Lightness
                                                              The Joy
                                                                   The Love

I hold within me
          Parts and pieces of the World
                      I have drops of every human that ever lived and will ever be born
Within me
In my heart are tears of pain and joy
                  And when it is broken, it mends and waits to love again

Never is it all the way broken, because Love is what it's made of
That Love comes from My God, my Lord
He is Love an I am his child
I am

by Cynthia B. Williams August 27 2015